Theresa Rodgers Nee Barrott

So mum, unbelievably more than 2 years have gone by since my last message, and we are one month out our from our second child- another daughter! I'm sure this is no news to you though, and I know you keep a close eye on Luna.

So many changes over the last couple of years, but here I am still in Bromley typing a message on your obituary. Tomorrow buyers are coming to look at the house in Bowden Lane, which is sad but exciting at the same time for dad. Whatever happens, it is a new beginning for us all, and it will be a huge weight off him.

Loving you always, you are always in my thoughts x

So today is one month until our baby is due mum. It is also a day after our beloved cat Teddy was run over and killed. You would have loved him so, a real character like Alfie, and Sophie and I are devastated. I miss you everyday and wish you were here to talk to. I hope you'll be looking down when the baby comes Nanny Theresa, and hope you like the name because that's what we'll be calling you! Love you always mum. Hope you are in peace wherever you are. Please look after all of us, I'm sure you are. ****

Thinking a lot about you today. I don't know why today especially. Maybe because I've done so many things that I want to tell you about, because I know you'd love to hear. Miss you terribly mum, you were my best friend and I don't know how I'll live the rest of my life without you. I love you, and hope to see you again one day. Please look after us all- I'm sure you will be xxx

Missing you always, the Ascot crew x